It’s been four years since I last wrote here. It’s crazy to
me because for years I wrote here every single day. Yet, nine years ago, I
started a relationship and put that above all else, including the thing that got
me through the first 24 years of my life, writing.
I’ve spent the last five years married and with plans to start
a family. But life throws you curve balls and things change. Now I’ve been
divorced for two months and the first months were not good. They were lonely and
I was a mess. I started thinking about the pilot episode of The Mindy Project and
I realized I was the figurative drunk girl in the pool talking to a Barbie.
Upon reflection, there was way too much in that episode that hit home. Yikes.
I need to get my s#!t together. So here I am. I’m back.
I’m making a list of all the things I want and it’s starting
right now. I’m focusing on my dogs, my career, my health and being the person I
know I am, but forgot about along the way. And I’m going to write about it because I need
to and I want to. And I feel publication of my journey that will be read by a whole two or three people will help hold me accountable.
The first step is getting right back here to my old love,
that I used to spend all my time with; late nights, rainy days and much too
early mornings. I’m glad to be back.
1 comment:
Ashley, I had no idea. I'm so sorry for what you have been through. But I am glad you are back here.
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