I want to be a person who doesn’t make horrible decisions
when reminded of the immense loss that I have faced this year. I want to make
good decisions about my life, my finances and my health. And I’ve been doing
well for two whole days now but today is tough and I want to slip. I want to
eat a cake and buy things I can’t afford.
It’s not bad enough that I’ve lost so many people, not to
mention all my hopes and dreams, but then I come home from work to find that my
ex-husband has taken a bunch of stuff, including the Star Wars and Lord of the
Rings Blu rays. I know it seems crazy to be upset over material things but it’s
infuriating. Yes, they were gifts from me to him but seriously, how about the
nine years of my life where I gave everything, including awesome gifts? I don’t
get my near decade back so why should he get the movies? I at least deserve to get to keep the friggin’
classics. How about instead of swooping
back in and messing up my life even further you leave me and my DVD collection
in peace?
He’s lucky he didn’t touch the Harry Potter DVDs because I
would be busting out a wand and throwing some curses at his stupid,
muggle-self.
Don’t worry. Mindful Therapy Yoga helped me calm down so the
only aftermath was eating four rolls with dinner. In hindsight it seems
excessive but I know it could have been worse… a lot worse.
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