So...what's the exciting news I mentioned yesterday?
Well, remember how I've been trying to find a writing group with no luck?
And then how I asked some people if they wanted to start one and they never answered me?
I got tired of that b.s. so I put out an ad and a few people answered. I sent notes to a few people and one of those people answered.
The result?
I started a writing group! And the first meeting was tonight!
I was nervous, anxious and excited to meet new people and to finally have someone to talk to about writing. A little worried as always that they wouldn't like my stories (remember class workshops) or that they wouldn't like me.
And there I sat looking around the room trying to find my fellow writers I had yet to meet and one that I hadn't seen in a while. I was proud of myself that I hadn't sat around and waited for some else to start a group or to be invited to one or to hope that someone would answer my request. I had taken action and it had worked.
So I sat there waiting for them to arrive...
...for a whole hour before no one showed up.
There I was with a drink I had only bought so I could sit in the cafe with my writing group, with a stack of copies of my stories, with my spirit crushed, watching the rain fall outside, completely bummed.
So much for exciting. See why I didn't say anything. I knew if I got my hopes up I would jinx myself.
Maybe more people will answer my ad. There's always next week, I guess.
"How's that novel comin?" It's not. I haven't worked on it in years because I had other things to do and that turned out to be a waste of time. So now, I'm going to Dance, Shop, Work. It's like Eat, Pray, Love but more realistic. Who the hell has money to travel the world when they end a relationship? Not a government animal shelter worker, that's for sure. Instead I'm doing everything I miss and everything I've ever wanted to do.
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Monday, June 04, 2007
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